At the time, today, 11/3/2025, i am currently doing this website thing to have a mini diary that I will very likely forget about in a couple of days. That tends to happen to me a lot.

My psychologist told me to schedule a time and treat it like a job when I do hobbies, but its kind of hard, so I guess i should schedule alarms before starting. All I can think of is that since I live in a studio with no division between the bed and my study place, I can't really do much since I live with my boyfriend. I can see how he would be so easily annoyed by the alarm and me turning on the light, I basically have to go somewhere else to be able to do this unless he's awake. I guess that's a good idea, I can go to a university style place, or like a coffee shop and do my studying there and get everything done. I do have a small caffeine addiction, even though i swore up and down I wouldn't, but god knows I'm so tired all the time. I have been avoiding my sewing proyects. I have some pants I haven't finished yet because I don't want to figure out how to make it so I can wear it for my belly. It's frustrating, I guess.